Hey guys!
Assalamualaikum to all readers. It's kinda awkward to begin writing my entry again coz it's been a year that I didn't update them here in my blog. I don't know, maybe blog isn't my thing back then, but since I don't have FB, Twitter, and IG for now, I think I can spare some of my commitment into writing entries again. I hope so.
Yes, it's 2019 now since my last entry in 2017. To recall and talk again about what had happened after my last entry is quite a lot, (and to be honest, I don't have any idea about it), but I think I can handle what happened from early this year up until now.
Early this year, as anybody will do, should have azam baru to begin with their years. Frankly speaking, it doesn't have to be every new year that you should have your azam baru, it can be anytime, anywhere. But to put an effort to have it in every new year should be taken credit as we should strive for a better living and change for the betterment of ourselves as well as our future right? Indeed, I also have them set up last December, but I kinda messed up on January 1st and it didn't start really well. So let's just say that azam, just tinggal azam, but I never miss the thought and action of always finding motivation to be a better version of myself every day.
I managed to ask permission from my Admins for me not to hold and get rid of any commitment-heavy position at school. Alhamdulillah they approved it. I asked for it because this year will be my final year for my Masters study and I think that I will put very much focus in writing my final project paper. Since LINUS program was also abolished, it lessen the burden of 'clerical' work that I have to do. So with positions left that I have now, I think I am perhaps able to handle both works and my studies well.
I painted my bedroom at my school quarters as the old paint was kinda not good. The paint peeled off as dusts and trust me, it ain't good. I painted them new colour of lime green, as what my mom suggested (her favourite colours are green and orange) and I like it as well. For me, 'renovating' my room is important as I spent most of my time inside my room, (I am literally can spend my whole day in my room) coz yeah, I'm an anti-social, get tired easily in the crowd of people and still struggling with my social life. I mean I have no problem being out and mingle with people around me but I still prefer to just lock myself in my room. As I'm getting older, I feel like I appreciate more of my time alone. That's just my personal opinion. I've done everything for my room, except buying a new bed and a study table. Still thinking of to buy or not to buy.
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| Thanks Angah for helping me with the wall-painting. |
Oya, last February also, during the Chinese New Year holiday, my bestfriends and I went to Polumpung Melangkap View Campsite at Kota Belud. We went there to actually just meet again and hanging out. They are my bestfriends from college. I have lots of friends, but my bestfriends and the one who closest to me, is them. I keep my circle small coz that small circle matter the most to me. I mean they are the one whom I share almost everything, ups and downs, good and bad. I hope they will never get tired of me coz I am what they aren't. We had a lot of fun and I think that was our first road trip together. I hope there will be more after this, InshaAllah.
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| Paran, Am, and I regretted for not bringing extra clothes, but happily playing with the water and taking pictures. |
Another highlight of today's entry was my mom's birthday celebration. It was on March 8th. Luckily it was on Friday so I managed to go back home to bring my mom to some kind of surprise during her birthday. The plan was I told her that I'm gonna bring her and Adik, (my third younger brother) to Lanun Cafe at Sandakan, while Angah, (my second younger brother) couldn't make it for there is some kind of work that he needs to do. Actually, we planned it that way so that Angah can buy a birthday cake and bring it to us. Upon reaching the place, we were soo nervous that it might not go as planned. Adik keep on making faces behind my mom and I always almost laugh. But we managed to surprise mom when Angah enter the restaurant with the cake. I know mom was gonna cry but she held it and said "Oooh, menipu kamu ar. Sedihnya mama kalau nda ada semua anak mama hari ni". Indeed, it was a very simple celebration, but what matter is all of us were there and together. Happy Birthday our Super Mama!
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| Mom's suprised birthday celebration at Lanun Cafe, Sandakan. |
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| Mom's birthday celebration the next day with our families, her besties and her workers at Legend Corner, Beluran. |
It's kinda funny to see me writing this entry instead of my final project paper write-up, haha. Maybe it can be a warm-up, even though the genre is a lot different. Lately, I have been watching a lot of vlogs on YouTube and I adore those people who made it. They somehow influenced me to do it and I'm already have the thought of buying a camera for that purpose. But, naaah, Rusman. You're fat, ugly, unappealing and have bad grammar. You're cancelled for that, haha.
Alright, it is a long entry and that summed up what happened from early this year until now. And I realized that I wrote a lot of journal entries, thoughts, experiences, and diaries as my entry this whole time. Maybe I should take note and consider other types of entry that I can think of to write. Let me know what I can do as my entry in the comments below. Work hard and be kind. Until then, Bye!
#2019IsAllAboutMe