Aku Rasa.....?????

Assalamualaikum and selamat malam....

Hari ni kan, kalo kamu mo tau, macam2 feeling aq ada... nervous, tension, pressure, happy, cheers, pleasure, tired, sleepy, angry, konpius, and rasa gundah gulana pun ada...... uii...hebat kan aq,...???? suma feeling tu aq boleh cipta dalam masa kurang dari satu hari....!!!!!!!

Nak tau kenapa....???? yg pastinya aq bukan PMT laa... blum lg hujung bulan ne....  ^_^

nda tau la kenapa, aq mmg mcm ne, sometimes I'm not sure about myself....

Okla... firstly, aq rsa NERVOUS sbab kami ada school visit di SK Pelakat, Sipitang.... Al maklum sja la... first time experience kat skula..... blum pnah lg jumpa budak2 kecil ne, (aiseyman...) Next, aq rsa TENSION and PRESSURE sbab aq jadi leader tuk skula tu...n fyi, aq ne mmg x berapa suka nak jadi pemimpin, (to a certain extent...) , walaupun pada akhirnya aq kna terima hakikat jga bahawa aq akan jadi pemimpin suatu ari nanti... ^_^  n aq rsa pressure jugak sbab first time activity kami kat skul tu macam ada sedikit kelam kabut and timbul salah faham sikit, but then, semuanya berjalan lancar selepas tu...... and this made my next feeling, which are HAPPY, CHEERS, and PLEASURE..... sangat2lah happy aq jumpa budak2 tu... dorg mmg fresh and friendly la.... teringat zaman kanak2 dlu.... melihatkan telatah mereka yg sgt aktif, melucukan dan gembira itu membuatkan team aq kat skula tu pun turut terhibur sma.... ditambah pula dgn layanan guru2, terutamanya Guru Besar skula itu sendiri membuatkan betapa diri ini lebih di hargai, membuatkan aq berasa bersemangat utk menjadi guru apabila tamat kursus kelak, (again, start skema sda bahasaku ini....  ^_^)

TIRED and SLEEPY.....?????????? Of course la, aq yg sbg leader kat skula tu x berhenti2 berjalan ke hulu dan ke hilir memastikan semua aktiviti kami berjalan lancar.... huhhh...!!!! sgt penat ya.... then, tamat jak program kami kat skula tu, naik bas balik p IPG, and apalagi..???? tidur la sepanjang perjalanan balik tu. X tersempat aq melihat keindahan panorama di luar tingkap jendela bas..... hehee....  ^_^

Last but not least,  rsa ANGRY, KONPIUS, and GUNDAH-GULANA......rsa angry tu x la angry sgt, as aq masih mempunyai KKE yg tinggi utk mengawal kemarahan aq ne.... (iya ke..???) rsa angry ngan sape..??? hurrmmm ... biarla aq jer yg  tau.... Konpius pla, aq rsa when kedua2 mereka ada depan mata aq..... Halal and Haram....???? aaarrgghhh...........!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! aq x tau yg mana stu,,, aq konpius ne.... (walaupun sah2 jelas terbukti crystal clear yg Halal tu adalah yg terbaik.....) hard to describe la..... biar aq jer la yg tau...... Gundah-gulana pla, aiiyyooo.... x da kaitan ngan PMT jgak ne.... x tau la knapa....??? maybe sbab bnyk sgt perasaan yg aq alami hari ne membuatkan aq rsa gundah gulana..... x senang duduk aq d buatnya....

Oklaa... smpai sini jer.... macam2 feeling sda aq alami ari ne.... takut nanti bertmbah lagi,, pusing  pening aq di buatnya......actually, aq ada bnyak kerja lagi ne... nak d langsaikan.... nantikan entry gmbar2 aq naik train and gambar school visit aq ek...... bubye... see ya...!!!1  ^_^

I'm In a Train....!!!!!

Assalamualaikum dan salam ceria semua......  ^_^

Hari ini.....????? yeah..... terus2an aq happy.... happy sangat coz ada kawan2 aq yg bawa naik train.... So excited la, sbab aq kan baru first time naik...... at least dpt jugak la merasa....... happy sangat2x ne...... HAAPPPPPYYYYYYY.........!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

Dalam perjalanan ke Beaufort naik train tu, ok laa..... perjalanan smooth jak.... sesekali mataku di curi oleh pemandangan  d luar keretapi yg belum pernah ku lihat sebelum ini,, (aduhh... macam bahasa novel pla.....) walaupun perjalanan tu biasa2 jak, (no nusic, no TV, no entertainment,..) but still aq terhibur dgn kelibat ragam2 manusia yg turut sama berada dalam keretapi tu....apatah lagi melihatkan telatah klasmate aq, Mad, yg sgt melucukan membuatkan perjalanan yg kira2 2 jam tu x terasa..... setibanya d Stesen Keretapi Beaufort, trus beli tiket balik ke Tanjung Aru...(takut kehabisan tiket...) Dapat juga aq menjejakkan kaki ke Beaufort...

Haaa...... ne lagi satu citer yg aq nak citer ne.... Dalam ke ' excited ' an ku bergambar kat Stesen Beaufort tu, aq tlah mengalami satu hentakan kepala yg kuat d kepala setelah aq tidak menyedari ada tugu roda keretapi kat atas kepala aq..... Aq kata " aduuhh....!!!! "   >_<  sakit tu mmg sakit, tp yg peliknya, kepalaku tidak menunjukkan sebarang kebenjolan, mahupun pendarahan..... tetapi, sebaliknya yg berlaku apabila gigiku pula yg tetiba merasa sakit...... aduhh..... masih sakit gigi  sekarang ne....  >_<

Kemudian, kami menuju kembali ke Tanjung Aru, tmpat d mana kami bertolak td.... (tidakk..!!!!!! sgt skema bahasa saya ini....) dengan berbekal kan sedikit snake snack yg telah dibeli, kami menuju la jalan pulang..... Dalam perjalanan pulang, (menaiki train) tersangkut pula kat traffic jam kat Papar..... sekali lagi,,... aq dapat menjejakkan kaki kat Papar.... yeah......!!!!!  ^_^

Setibanya d Tanjung Aru, decide nak p makan malam...hehee... buffet.... sngat mewah ya dinner kami..... al maklumlah,,,, elaun sda kluar ......  ^_^ Hehehee... mmg fully loaded la makan .... semua kami kekenyangan.....

Sangat beshh ya hari ini.... jalan jak kerjaku, smpai kerja n assignment hampir aq lupakan.....ok la,, enough wit enjoy, pasne get back wit my work..... dah la next week busy, nak langsaikan hutang assignment n homework lg......

Lesson for today, janganlah anda menghantukkan kepala anda kerana gigi yg akan merasa sakitnya...... huhu,,, double meaning tu..... harap kamu paham la ek.....???  ok la,, da pnjang sgt entry kali ne.... nanti bila aq da dapat picture, next entry aq masukkan picture aq naik train ok.....??? Luv u all...... see u next time.....!!!!!   ^_^

So happy...!!!! Thanx for u'r smiles.....

Assalamualaikum and salam sejahtera.....

Kind of happy right now.... hehee u want to know....??? alaaaa.... my secret my own laa, only me know who the persons are..... thanx for making me happy, thanx for cheer up my life, thanx for the moments of our life, Thanx for ur smiles....... it all already made up my wonderful life....... I'm soooo happpppy when I'm with you.... hehee... always with you,, forever...  ^_^

Next week I'm sure it will be my tiring week ever.....!!!!! LANGUAGE CAMP....!!!!! surely it will full of activities that we all have planned.. And the most interesting and exciting part where I will go to SK PELAKAT, Sipitang for school visit...!!!! soooo happyyy.....  ^_^ Will experiencing my one-day-teacher there..... hehee,,, can't wait..... see u there boys and girls..... !!!!! surely u all will have fun......  ^_^

Lesson for today, always cheer up and smile as it can cure u'r problem...... no matter how stressed u are, no matter how sad u are, just cheer up and smile....... u will feel fantastic in no matter way...... just  like me.....   luv u all...... see ya....!!!!!  ^_^

Tiring day,, Tiring week.....

Assalamualaikum and Salam 1 Malaysia...

huhhh..... its kind of I really cannot hold it anymore..... after what had happened at the class,, felt ashamed....!!!!!

Hahah....!!!! accidentally fell asleep at the class just right now.... I dunno....  but the most shameful part is my lecturer get me red handed, (by falling asleep..) and my friends start to laugh at me..... really shameful....maybe because of my head felt dizzy at that time, or maybe I'm not feeling quite well,, or maybe I just so exhausted...... But I think all that laa... what a busy week that I have.... not just this week, but 4 the rest of next2 week...... aarrgghhhh..... hopefully can bear it.....

Ok laa,, after all that had happened at my class,, I just hope that each and everyone of us should do some extra effort to correct ourselves. It's all start from ourselves first, then we can help others to make them better.... that is the use of friends......   WE'RE ALL IN THIS TOGETHER....!!!!!! For the rest of these few years, about another 4 years, I'm sure that we can make our friendship better..... You all are my best classmates ever....!!!!!! SAVE OUR EARTH...!!!!!! ^_^  tetiba pla...... let bygone, be bygone.....

 bak kata pepatah, "Buang yang keruh, ambil yang jernih....."

Lesson for today,, mistakes are the best teacher for us, dun blame it, but accept it, interpret it and try to change all that mistakes to the good one. But be sure that mistakes are meant to be prevented, not to be done..... so live our life with the good one.... and hapiness....  ^_^

Keep u'rself motivated...!!!!! (even in tiring week....  >_<) Luv u all.......  ^_^ Bubye.......

My secret,, My own.....

Assalamualaikum and Salam sejahtera,,

hehee... today, I want to share my little secret to all of you.... so listen....

Throughout this whole week, I felt very happy. Why..??? Because *** shows some sign for me... sign of interested... I felt like I'm going a little closer to ***.

But why.....????? WHY....????? I cannot make it..... really2 cannot make it,, this is wrong..... totally wrong ..... I know it..... Astaghfirullahalazim..... Ya Allah..... tetapkanlah  pendirianku.... let me just see *** face everyday.....not even more than that,, I know who I am....

But I can't stop missing you.... missing you all the time in my mind... Fall in love with you is a big major mistake,,,.. but missing you is that a mistake also....?????  huhuhu.......

I'm not blaming anyone else, not God ,, far from that....... I'm not blaming myself too.... this is my feeling, I cannot lie to it... it is deep within myself...... aaarrrggghhhhh.......!!!!!!!!!!!!

 ITS NOT EASY TO BE ME.......!!!!!! 

But dun worry..... I'm still sane, I just pray and hopes that my heart would be open to those who really deserves me..... who supposed to be mine.....   >_<

Towards the end of this entry,, you all still dun know the person..... hehe,, so it is still  a secret laaa.. since it is still not reveal.... hurrmm....  @_@

So.... the moral for today's entry is that always think rationally before we react or do something... What you do, is what you get....!!!!!  ^_^  hehee... bubye......

Aku Si Penyelamat Bumi.....

Assalamualaikum n salam 1 dunia......

With regards to the Earth Hour that have been held in world wide,, tonite I'm going to share to you all about what we did during that time....

Starting from almost 8.00 pm, siren was activated n that tell us to switch off all the appliances in our room, in hostel Jati... I did that... (hehee juz to tell you...) Then, gather at down floor, in front of hostel's office... listen to some briefing before we go up to the parking lot, in front of HEP. By 8.30 pm, the light was off..... All of IPG Kampus Gaya was in the dark.

But, we're not left there in the dark... we light up candles, one for each person.... we made one very big circles n a shape of 'LOVE' at  the centre inside the big circle....

awwwwww........ soooo swweeeeeeet........  ^_^

And the most important part is, we won the Best Performance....!!!!! hehee can't believe it as we're don't have enough time to practice,,.. Actually, we are told to make one performance for each class to fill in the time as we are in the dark.... so, we do the 'sketsa' plus with two songs... yeah, have some technical problem when we are announced to win  the Best Yell too,,, but actually, we're not.... I know it..... If not, we're grab both of the categories...... but its ok laa..... WE WON....!!!!! congrats to all my classmates for done a very good job..... You all are awesome.....!!!!!!  ^_^ 

Ok laa.... kind of tired oredy..... need some rest.... and lesson for today are co-operation and always giving u'r very best in doing anything, as you will get only the best in return.......Until then,, see ya....!!!!!  ^_^

Because of a cough syrup...

Assalamualaikum.....

I'm not feeling very well today. This is totally different with the early morning where I'm hyperactive at that time...Having so much fun with the 4 hour class session for Language Development... so many joke and so many play during that class n I felt happy...

But after the class,, I come back to hostel, bringing my 'tapau' of deliscious food that I have bought at the cafe. Reaching my room, I set and open up my laptop, then open the song titled Baby's love story in my head, - medley from Justin Bieber, Taylor Swift and Jason Derulo... OOooooo.... I love medley songs... n that song is a good song actually... While listening to the song, I eat my lunch, nyum3x.....!!!!

Then, I take the cough syrup brought by my small-cute friend, Jumaimah , consume it... (my cough isn't recover since last holiday... >_<) hoping that I will be better... haha.. forgot about that I supposed to go to mosque to pray, and have Social Studies class in the afternoon, I start to felt sleepy, my head was felt really heavy, until I cannot handle it anymore. Guess what..???? I slept..... when I was awake, it was 1 pm already.... huhh.....!!!!!! then start to prepare to go to class....

At the class,, I not in my mood.... really felt sleepy... What did I do,,..??? hehee... counting the minutes and hours until the class finished. At the class also, happened one unexpected scene... I accidentally broke Wani's thermos. ..huhu.... its really broken.... >_< what else to do...??? I have to replace it......After the class,, we have briefing assignment for Language Description.. finished at 4.30 pm..... 

Lastly, going back to hostel... hurmmm the lesson for today is Don't consume your medicine when you have something important to do after that..... huuhh.... I have my lesson for today.... so listen and note that ar.... because you have seen the example in me...... hehee....

Ok laa... until then,, see ya...!!!! miss you all....!!!!  ^_^

Bila lecturer lambat masuk klas....

Assalamualaikum....

Ari ne sja nak update blog,,, sbab aq jelez tgk org2 len update blog dorg,,, terutamanya my klasmates, Ellye Ornella yg putih molek, kiut-miut n comey-comey....... update blog time lecturer teda ar.... haaa.... (padahal aq pn sma jgak).

Yess.... seperti yg kamu da baca td,, lecturer kami ari ne lmbat masuk... bukan lambat yg sekejap, lmbat yg lama ne....lebih sejam sda. Heheh,... maybe dya busy la tu, have some work to do... x pa la, sementara dya x da ne, boleh la blaja n wat homework kjap... (tp apa yg aq wat sekarang ne..???  ^_^)

Smalam, satu lagi kejadian yg x d sangka2 telah berlaku. Guess what..??? Aq tertido.....!!!!!! tp masalahnya, aq tertido time lappy aq on n lagu terpasang ngan volume yg agak sederhana kuat. If  i'm not mistaken, time tu jam 10.30 pm aq tertido... hehee..... mesti jiran2 kat sebelah bilik aq wonder ne sepa la yg pasang lagu smpai jam 3 pagi ne...??? aq terbangun n skali tgk jam dah menunjukkan jam 3 pagi.... n lagu Empire state of mine- Glee sedang berkumandang..... huhh....aq bngun n trus off kan lappy.. kemudian,,,, hehee,,, smbung tido balik....

Aiyoo.... macam karangan budak Tahun 6 pla ne.... boring ka kamu baca...???? komen la yer.... nanti kalo ada citer interesting aq share yer......ok laa,, smpai cni jak ler... nanti tetiba lecturer dtg, x smpat pla finish entry kali ne..... babaii....!!!!!!  ^_^

Sunyi nyer,,,, sepi nyer......

Assalamualaikum.......

Huhh...!!!! kepenatan melanda.... Baru siap kemas bilik, set up seperti sedia kala.... Rumet ku, Syaifuddin blum lg balik. Dya ada Pengalaman Berasaskan Sekolah (PBS) d Labuan, hometown dya.... So, aq keseorangan la kat bilik ne... x da teman tuk berbicara, ngomong kosong n bergelak ketawa... (n bergosip jgak...  ^_^) 

Cepat2 la ko balik rumet... ..!!!!  >_<

Time dalam perjalanan ke sini td, dalam bas, aq rsa kepeningan yg teramat sangat...!!!! x tertahan aq....!!!  aq membilang setiap detik ... bila la mo smpai KK ne.....??? aq bermonolog dalaman..... mujurlah dalam bas tu ada kawan satu batch aq... so dapatlah sma2 tumpang dya balik p IPG..... (rupa2nya dya pun mengalami kepeningan yg sama mcm aq jgak....  ^_^)

Saja aq balik awal ari ne, sbab nak melangsaikan tugasan yg d berikan oleh lecturer.... bnyk sebenarnya kerja yg aq mo bwat ne... tp aq still relaks jak.. bukan apa, aq masih berfikir tuk melangsaikan tugasanku tu satu persatu,  huhu... mna boleh bwat semua sekali gus...??? plan mo bwat bsok la.... InsyaAllah......

PMT.....

Hurrmmmm ari ne aq rsa lain mcm jak.... Macam rsa runsing sgt, hati x keruan, fikiran berserabut, x tau la knapa.... Ini sgt bebeza dgn apa yg berlaku pagi td.....

Aq bersemangat utk bngun pagi sebab ari ne adalah ari last paper Mock Exam kami, paper Social Studies... Memandangkan aq ada wat study group ngan kawan aq malamnya tu, so semangat la td menjawab. Tambahan pla ada students dari IPG Kota Bharu ikut sama ngan kami menjawab paper td... Dorg actually bwat educational trip kat Sabah ne, dorg nak p Sandakan (my hometown), n Muzium Sabah. Memandangkan tarikh lawatan dorg tu clash ngan Mock Exam, so dorg menumpang la kat  IPG kami tuk jawab paper tu....Overall, dorg mmg mesra la, siap bersalam-salaman lg. Aq pula hnya sempat berbual seketika jak ngan mereka, even nama dorg pun aq x tau.....Bha, dgn kehadiran mereka kat dewan peperiksaan tu, bertambah berkobar2 la semangat ku menjawab soalan exam... Al-maklum la, mo tunjukkan sifat yg terpuji di hadapan student luar kunun, hehee..... smpai kan aq langsung x sngka aq dapat menulis kesemua esei SS ku dalam 4 muka surat semuanya. Slalunya, aq guna 3 paper jak sbab tulisan ku kan comel n kecik, x la pkai paper bnyak sgt....tp td,,, huhh....!!!!!!! aq sgt bngga....!!!!!!!!  (tp blum tau lg esei ku tu d terima pakai....)

Habis jak kelas, terus bergegas balik ke kolej kediaman Jati, tuk bersiap2 nak p tgk wayang Hikayat Merong Mahawangsa... seriously,, wayang tu mmg best gilak...!!!! 5 stars....!!!! x sngka filem Malaysia skrg da improve a lot..... x rugi tgk wayang tu, romantik, komedi, aksi, sedih, suka, duka, semuanya ada dalam filem tu......

Balik jak dari tgk wayang, sedar2 da terlewat tuk pergi ke Sambutan MaulidurRasul peringkat IPG Kampus Gaya... walaubagaimanapun,, kami berusaha utk mencepatkan diri utk berpakaian baju melayu n trus p ke masjid utk mengikuti atur cara majlis...At least, aq dapat something drpd apa yg aq ikut sebentar td.......

Abis jak acara kat masjid, kwan aq trus bwa jalan p Foh Sang, mo makan ayam KFC.... Aq yg suda menapau KFC d Centre Point td terpaksa la membawa bungkusan makanan KFC ku ke KFC d Foh Sang.... x snggup aq membiarkan mereka berjalan berdua2an.... nanti ada apa2 terjadi, aq yg susah......   @_@

Balik jak dari berjalan tu, trus masuk ke bilik n rasa gundah gulana melihatkan bilikku yg agak bersepah,, aq kmas la skjap, setakat yg termampu.... Sehingga la kawan aq membawa lagi utk pergi mencuci bajunya yg selama seminggu x bercuci,, pakai mesin basuh yg x idup air, terpaksa la mengangkat beberapa baldi air yg terletak tidak beberapa jauh dari tmpat mesin basuh tu, (smpai patah satu baldi d buatnya....)

hurmmm... balik kpd pendahuluan td,,kenapa aq mengalami perasaan sebegitu...??? entahlah,,, aq pun x tau knapa... maybe d sebabkan oleh bnyk perkara yg berlaku hari ini, atau bnyk perkara yg d plan n bnyak perkara yg mo d buat.... or lebih tepat lg,, bnyk perkara yg aq fikirkan..... semua n segalanya,..... nak d katakan PMT, X jgak sbab aq PMT  time ujung bulan.... (hehee... main2 jaqk tu are....)